I want to despise
The deafening cries
Of my flesh
This visceral need to breed
Is beginning fester
Carnal are my desires
Primal at best
Sweat beads my crown
As Palpitations hit my chest
My stiffening wood
Puts good thoughts to rest
Her body suggests things
A moral court would object to
It's true
I know better
And I want to be blessed
But the beckoning of my loins
Crave her thighs and breasts
Her biscuit
Fluffy and buttered
That had to come from her mother
Lost in how it moves
I shake my head and I shudder
"Regain your cool young man"
I mutter
to myself
She joins me at my table
The Gin is top shelf
Glass lowered from her lips
The rim lipstick stained
Our connection never in doubt
So much remains
To be gained by she and I
By the close of the night
She is off in a few
And asks me for a ride
The butterflies inside
Calmed by Bombay and tonic
She then eyes my lap
Finds a spot
And sits on it
Her lips meet my ear
And clear it becomes
The type of ride she wants
Once our drinks are all done
I am indeed intrigued
By her indecent proposition
This type of daring endeavor
Is truly what I've been missing
Keep in mind
There is nothing
That a brotha can't handle
Be it shenanigans
Smut
Or inconspicuous scandal
But then I lay the rules
And make it clear
That I am the type of guy
That has a woman at home
With a leading role in my life
I try not to cross the line
And keep it above brow
To make sure my gutter dwelling
Doesn’t dip too far down south
She promises the risk
Will be more than worth it
Indulge in watching her work it
As I stare and I jerk it
Common sense says go home
And I'm inclined to agree
Yet unfortunately
My brain isn't thinking for me
What is the end game
To this frivolous thrill?
To sit and simply imagine
The true depths of her skill?
I find it hard
Very hard
To leave a challenge undone
Even one like this
Laced with danger and fun
It's a wonder I'm not wealthy
Because I think if I were
I would gamble often
But stealthy
My many actions absurd
But I'm not
And I believe that it is for the best
Already putting my bounds
And limits to the test...